Do i have depression?

Well, it does sound like you are suffering from depression but the good news is there is lots you can do about it. First thing you need to do is talk to your mom so she can get you some help. Never take anyone elses depression medication because those meds have different effects on teens/children than on adults. Once you have done that you will probably meet with a psychologist or psychiatrist who will talk to you and try to help you with your problems. There is no shame in suffering with depression, a large chunk of people have it. Think about how great you will feel when you are finally free of that burden (depression symptoms). Take care of yourself. I hope you start feeling better soon.